now im left to forget about us.

Happy 15th, ADHA-hahaha(:

Oh Hi Love/Bloggers/Blog-readers/Whatever you may call yourself.

Okay, my eyes are getting heavier while waiting for the video to be upload. But Its taking forever. I wonder why(its just a video!)My eyebags are getting obvious, I have myself to blame for that or rather my desires. Hahah. OOh..Social Studies was not a disaster nor its a disappointment. It made my day. Plus, there's a minimum of 3 extra marks i'll get(!) So, most probably its an A.

My ankle is hurting now. It hurts like crazy. I think i spraint it. I can't walk properly. and most probably its because of the embarrassing incident happened after school. I was lucky not many people were there. Nabihah should get all the credits because she started it and she still have the cheek to laugh at me. But i don't blame her, i forgive her because i find it funny too.

It took him about half an hour(or more) to get something into his head. Its close to impossible to make it understand the real deal but luck was on my side and i/we managed to make him understand the simplest question. Hah, i almost gave up because i keep using the same scenarios to explain but it was too complex for him. So i used example, still its a no. Scenario plus example, i think he understood part of it. Finally.

Let us talk based on my perspective/views, shall we? Based on whats on my mind. ahah, okay. So Kris won the title for the new American Idol. How, sad. Adam did not win. But you know what? Adam Lambert , still the bestest! This season was i think somewhat the bestest, it keeps people(me) amused by each episodes, it keeps me entertain. Most importantly, it made me love Adam<33

I have the most amazing and nice yet unbelievable and weirdest dream ever. I can't possibly type it all out here because im dead meat if people were to find out. They would then go around spreading rumours about us leaving me to suffer alone like the previous incident. I seemed so happy when he was there. When he held my hands tight. When suddenly she said, "why are you two holding hands?!" and then i said, "No, we're not. I have my hands all to myself." When there's a pretty picture of us displayed in your wallet. When people mistook us for an item. and it felt amazing.

"Yes. I'll stay away from the fire," I promised.

"No. I mean, you're the fire and we've been burned...by you."

Love, Erdina.

(i've deleted ALL of your msgs.)