its okay, i know we're gonna meet one day.

"Missing someone isn't about how long its been since you last saw or talked to each other. It is when you're doing something and wish they were there with you."

i want someone who would still care for me no matter how bad i made them feel. beauty of photographing as well as nature. little kids can be a nuisance at times, they misbehave and make you wanna scream your heads off but sometimes they're just being adorable that you feel like squeezing their cheeks until they turned red and you're satisfied. i realised that blowing bubbles seems alot of fun cause it brings you back to your childhood days and its best if you want to kill time. i did that before. you should try it sometime.

Oh Hi Love.

im not done yet studying but i got bored and decided to switch to something that would somehow bring my moods up(again). I was blog-reading(haha, is that even a word? sounds funny though) okay, correction. i was reading people's blog when i suddenly thought "Oh, maybe i should blog about nothing or everything all at once" because i like telling how my day went or how im feeling. so here i am. ooh. and its been 3/4 days. but thats not important.

so far, these few days was not at all fun as we're having exams and all i ever did was flipping through the pages from the textbook/as soon as i'm homed, the last thing i want to do is to MUG.

and while watching television i will be like "oh, i have to start studying or i'll flunk the papers tomorrow" it was on my mind the whole time trying to make me feel guilty or something. hahh speaking of gulity, whats your greatest guilty pleasure? that was random actually. so ignore it/okay bact to topic. and i spent about 5 hours to study 7 Boring(with a capital B) chapters of physics and surprisingly i understood what it says. i finally know what acceleration is. i finally know all the formulas. i finally understood. but the only thing thats suckish was when im doing the paper, i was forgetting all the formulas. and when i say ALL, i really meant ALL except for one. I was like "oh shit. oh shit.shit.shit.shit" and believe me, there's plenty of shits.

i was lucky maths paper was okay. okay as in its not easy neither it is hard. average. medium or whatever you may say.

until now, i still did not know the correct way to solve the gradient question. when i saw its diagram(i didn't even bother to try and read the questions), i was like "okay, skip." and never did i ever looked at that question again even when i am left with 5 minues extra.

yesterday was history. i did studied hard for it. i did memorize all about the LON and TOV but again after looking at the source-essay i was like "oh shit.shit.shit.shit." cause i have forgotten at least half of it(-.-) but i was lucky to recall most. *sigh*

and poor Hida cause she didn't have enough time to complete source-essay so im guessing she's gonna lose plus minus 25 marks. and if that ever happened to me, im not gonna be sad-there's no point, its not going to change anything even if you cry your heart out pleading with the marker infront of you. but maybe i would consider to increase my writing speed.

we finished our papers at 10am and headed for breakfast with Rohani Diana Nabihah<33

(it doesn't matter if your name was the last/first. it doesn't mean that "oh she was on my mind first so i typed out her name before you". sounds pretty evil but really it doesn't matter. what matter most is that you know i love you and Joshua's wife more than anyone else. okay ROHANI? :DD)

Initially planned to have our meal at MacDonald's but Nabihah was whining when she said "why macdonald? i don't want macdonald. whats for breakfast"/ and blah..blah..blah.

and besides that place was full of breathing humans. there were too many of them and they left us seatless. haha. so we headed to KFC instead and waited for the lunch hour since their breakfast didn't appear appetizing to us. and its only 13 minutes before lunch hour so we had a nice talked while waiting and while eating.

and i guessed the old days were just suckish, aren't they? hahah, im so glad we aren't friends now. i changed alot because of you guys. but mainly you. we're lucky enough not to be in the same school. being in the coolest group doesn't mean you really are cool. it doesn't mean that people respect or liked you. for all you know, they may be the one hating you for everything.

oh yes, i went there. believe me, i really did.

i realised that i can now control myself. i can refrained myself from watching too much television. i set up my own personal timetable that mostly consist of the word "study". i have limit myself. i think its a good thing. i also realised that i am always skipping meals cause either i was too busy watching television or i was too busy studying. but i don't care. after exams are over, i'll be eating alot again and help myself by adding tonnes of fats.

and the first thing i want to know, "why do some people bitch about some people butyet they're closed enough to be called Bestfriends." those people are making themselves look bad.

anyway, i have limited my blog posts to only one cause i think its looks so much nicer this way and i didn't show the blog archieve cause i know nobody is going to spend all their time reading about me(unless stalkers).

ooh, and Rohani and Diana, go check your mails! my mother sent something to both of you. haha.

well i better get back to my notes now. wish me luck for the rest of my days that im gonna spend hours in the gym wasting so much ink! haha ^^

Love,

Erdina.