im always, always thinking of you.

HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI *jumping up and down*
its been long since i last blogg. almost a week.
anyway, thats not important, ^^. not that you care.
im so glad mid-year is finally here. first and second day was okay.
im lucky i survived during those hours. cause i was so sleepy, my eyes were heavy,
i almost slept. but i didn't.
so after the first paper which finished around 1pm (i think) went to MacDonald with
Nabihah Vinia Sabreeeena Diana Rohani<33
it was okay until the part where they came, hahah i think we make it so obvious but
who cares he already knew. right Rohhhhaaaannniiiii? haha, *claps*
i'll continue to that part later.
so halfway the threesome went to WestMall to buy lemongrass hah, i don't even know
whats lemongrass. but Diana's mum need it. Rohani had to buy her ziplock thing. i
bought nothing. and saw Mrs Loh shopped. we just said hi and walked off.
and nabihah called and asked us to come back to Mac quick because (<33)
hahh.
anyway, around 4:30PM went over to Rohani's house. Diana and I were thinking
about the luck of Rohani's future children. hhaa, it was damn funny to imagine
such things like what type of mother is she. blahh..so went back home at around 7pm.
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social studies paper was partly difficult given that there's not enough time and
i didn't know what to write for source-based. i was sitting there trying to figure
out the answer while panicking everytime i saw the clock going faster and faster.
i did not get to complete the source-essay question cause i was left with 15 minutes
to complete part (b). but i ended up writing the summary for trafficking.
after paper sucks alot. Mr Yeo gave us a pleasant surprise. it was so unexpected.
everybody was whining already so thanks alot.
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yesterday my father drove us to Jurong Point cause my mother insist on buying
my sister and i a new top or dress that MUSTMUST, its a complete must, wear
it on our 'trip' or whatever she called it later next month. and i must get new pair
of jeans cause i've been wearing my current jeans since i was primary 5 and now,
i can't have it buttoned. im getting fatter.(*__*)
but i hardly ever wore that jeans. i don't really like wearing jeans unless i really have
got no choice.
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okay so today is Mothers Day<3333
Happy Mothers Dayy <33
yayy, today is mothers day .
and when my brother woke up, he wished my mum A Happy Mother's Day with
a kiss on her cheek.
haha, i wished my mum while having breakfast.
anyway, first we went to my cousin's wedding
blahh..then went to (i have forgotten where) but it is somewhere far away frome here.
and while walking my mum was looking at the brooches displayed so i went like
"there, go buy your own gift for yourselve". i think its mean. but its okay, mothers
understand
(-.-)
so i ended up buying a dress, top and a jeans and a belt
(like what she wanted to buy for me). now, we're looking for the matching accessories.
*sigh*
i wished i have all the money to buy my mum the perfect gift. im broke. i don't even
have a dollar in my pocket. cause i keep spending my money on food. i eat alot nowadays.
anyway, back to Mothers.
haha, im lucky to have my mum as my mum. she's a great one too.
since young, i always got what i wanted. even if it is sometimes ridiculous, i got it.
everything i wanted to buy, my mum will bought it for me. except for some things.
everything i asked for, she'll have it for me. i told you im lucky, ^^.
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Lesson learnt: Never trust any guy too much, they are all fakers.
Lesson yet to be learnt: Never fall in love with your bestfriend's ex-boyfriend.
ooh, have you ever imagined that you're engaged when you are only 14,
married at the age of 16 and have your own child when you are 17?
believe me, there are.

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have you ever thought what you want in your partner? have you ever thought why you found yourself having him/her as your girl/boyfriend(provided that you have one)? im starting to get jealous of other people's boyfriend. but that doesn't mean i must or have to have one cause i believe in the saying that 'you don't need a boyfriend when you can have great girlfriends'. i don't want to find one. i don't want to tire myself out looking everywhere for my love. i prefer it to come by itself. it'll be more nicer that way(at least for me).

i've been cheated. i've been ill-treated. i've been ignored. when will i be love?

Love,

Erdina.