You got no one on your side now, do you?

#161: How many secrets can one hold in their heart?
Probably none. Well, that mostly depends on the person itself. Sometimes you realized that keeping quiet is better as it makes your friendship grew stronger as ever rather than blab it out to any other people you happened to casually bumped into. But keeping every details means everything is between you and your best-friend or whoever it may be. And the good thing is, that's probably the only way to avoid any intruder's opinion from getting in the way for what you two believe in. But then again, when you create a world that lived only both of you, sometimes it seems so wrong in many ways. You prolly much-need other outside perspectives-

Well anyway, I've finally finished Social homework. I managed to copy "wholesale" from the chunks of words about RD/NDR(*roll eyes*) within short time. *sigh* I'm exhausted, due to everything that has happened for the couple of weeks/days/hours/minutes/seconds/milliseconds. I am moving on with life. I have put you and all the bad incidents behind. I have learnt that too much optimism can hurt. When i think of the grand scheme of things happened, i tried to think nothing terrible has occurred. Sometimes i just wish i had super ears so that even if someone is standing 30 feet away from me, i could still hear every word that came out. That way, i could be at least a little more affirmative about everything. From the awkward glare people shoot me and how they acted and tend to lean closer to each other, i knew they had been bitching about me a few seconds ago. Honestly speaking, if i had a friend like you - I'd rather be friend-less. *grunts*

"You're not human if you don't bitch."- Copyrighted from Nabihah's Xanga on the 13th. It sounds so right, yet seems quite wrong.

Well moving on to happy thoughts. I have always loved birthdays since young. There's a saying that goes becoming older means getting wiser and looking back at your previous experiences in life, it helps you to grow as a person. It has evolved in so many ways but stayed the same in others. You may have changed over the years but on the inside, you've definitely not altered what you are, you're still purely you. And what could go wrong with birthdays? Absolute Nothing. You'll prolly received free hugs, prezzies and whatsoever. From apparels to accessories to gadgets or to money even- Well to see it in different view, it is similar to a situation whereby you're given only free stuffs throughout the day itself. And with the things rolling in, you'll feel rich naturally.

Well honestly, what could be more better than buying your own prezzie? Ha.Ha.Ha. Buying it with other people's money of course! *wriggle eyebrow*

Since when did they became so pretty? Oh wait. Since forever. *Grins*

XOXO
ME.