ERDINA.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Now im left to forget about us.

Oh Hi Love.
*sigh* Like finally, photo uploader decides to take pity on me. Double the joy. Well anyway, i shall make it a point to remind myself about not promoting my boys here in any way . Oh, whatever. Shall not anymore be concerned about the outside world, about those you-know-what. Hahah, in the midst of updating my official site, my brainless but brilliant that sometimes works wonders computer decides to calm itself down and inhibited and i had to reboot it all over again. Not to mention the time wasted trying to get internet be atleast cooperative with me. Needless to say, i was a little bit annoyed everytime this happens and i'll have unsaved changes that need to be save and when i had it reboot, they're gone. And yes, im used to it by now given the number of years i've been depending on this computer alone.

I feel guilty that i don't normally do Ms.W's homework(s). I guess im starting it..like tomorrow or the following day. After all, its the weekend. Speaking of which, I've got tonnes of tests that i got no choice but to look forward to. Dammit, there's Chemistry on Monday, Math on Tuesday, Physics on Thursday, Computer Studies on Friday. Killer joy. Not to mention about the untouched homeworks which are probably due sometime next week. I guess from now, i got to spent my weekends studying, scribbling littles notes i'll probably make and letting all the pressure just come to me. Needless to say, from now, im determined to turn in early (almost) every night since the eduacational cycle is forever endless. Its forevermore dullish and grey, n__n

Oh, and i'd stayed up late yesterday night, locking my eyes to the television screen and keep the remote safe to myself lest anyone wanted to have a change of channel, with the only desire to witness with my very own eyes the part whereby someone (deliberately) pulled Taecyeon down on stage. Hah, I heard it from Claudine and felt my heart sank. But somehow, there wasn't any such saddening and definitely, upsetting scenario happened. So im guessing they have probably edit it, only aired the happy performances since it was the encore.

Well anyway, i'd have always been a fan of reality shows whether it is a talk show or based on true-life stories. I'd have always loved them both. Not forgetting those television shows whereby they featured your idols. Its amusing/amazing how you could be among the first to witness all those groundbreaking interviews, get the inside scoop of everything. Oh, and you could even have a life lesson learnt at the end of the day. Its funny how those weird little things helps to make up your destiny.

I almost forgot. My only intention for updating was to actually re-tell those unwanted feelings in words but due to one of my traits, I'd ended up putting it almost at the end. Well anyway, my both legs felt so numb in the mid-morning and the feeling was still there even after reaching late evening. The pain was unbearable such to the extend that i can't bring myself to climb up the stairs, coming down the stairs. With every step of the way, i made an "ouch" sound. With everything i do with my legs. haha, it started out because i was trying so hard to pass my SBJ (which i didn't despite my effort). I was feeling a little bit groggy after Physical Education and had to limp all the way back to class. How sad, Q___Q I walked back home feeling exhausted. Too tired, i could hardly breathe. Yes, that was how tired i am. Even though im not quite sure of the cause. Obviously, by feeling numb doesn't make me feel this way. I was feeling lethargic that upon reaching home, i'd thrust my school bag down onto floor and decided to lay my body onto the black couch and soon, released myself into deep sleep still wearing the green uniform.

On a happy note, Nabihah is legally 16(!) HAHAH. Good for her.

Okay, im done here. So Goodbye to you, my readers.


"I got to learn how to get to my point faster!"

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