Stumble upon.
Schooldays was pretty much being nothing but dull and dreadful. Honestly, there's really nothing for me or you or rather anyone, well unless you thought of school as the best place to be whenever you're not at home which high chances are, you are not in your right mind to even comment and that would be a crazy idea. Gee, i wonder why i had to choose to start off with my thoughts of school. And speaking of school, test today was really starting to give me the pressure. I pretty much messed everything up, which obviously leads to only one thing : I AM SOOOOO GONNA FLUNG THIS HORRIBLE HORRIBLE TEST.
I swear i did not managed to complete any of the 4 questions. Well, i sort of did but i can't seemed to get the right balance. Oh, and the worst part? HAHA, for once, i've forgotten ALL of it, including all the important steps 'cause suddenly my brain decides to calm down a little(or was it too much?) and pushed the thoughts or information needed for the test way behind just to leave me feeling panicky or so. Nevertheless, the thought or fact that everyone did messed up managed to comfort me a little. And most probably this will only lead to one thing also known as- good news; Ms.Z would most likely change her mind and decides she won't accumulate the marks for this one. (beyond)terrible. test into the CA thing.
Okay, enough deliberately trying to type out every details. I shall hereby, stop making myself feel so sad. Initially Ms.Z had given more than just a month to revise. She'd even gave us the questions with the answers for the test just so we may ace it. But hell no, i did not even try to attempt them and a feeling of regret washed over me while i was scribbling on the ledger paper only wasting ink 'cause i was struggling and suffering in silence while laying my eyes on those who were diligently doing the test hoping a kind soul would sympathized with my pathetic and seriously helpless state to feed me with the right answers. But no, there were no such things. That was merely just part of my wild thoughts.
Well anyway Im starting to have the feeling of worth having changing seats with Chloe. Hahah, obviously i was too reluctant when Mr.P wanted us to switch places 'cause although nobody surrounds me really hardly ever tries to get me into any conversations(except claudine, at times) Im so used to it already, i don't mind if i were meant to be there for the whole year. But i must admit, sometimes thats pretty much the sole reason as to why i always fell asleep in class. I will tend to get lonely, and finally doze off.
So now that i've finally being let out of the rut, my new environment definitely seems to be alot different. There's lively people surrounds me. And i swear they never cease to entertain me. Which is good at times-especially Chemistry, it'll do me a big favour by helping me to avoid dozing off. HAHAH.
I have decided to perk up my blog with videos instead of just chunks & chunks of words and a couple of retarded faces, you have probably seen while blog-hopping. So you'll probably noticed any from now. Or not. Maybe in my upcoming posts. But i can assure you, most likely it wouldn't be consistent or a routine because im sensing i may get a little impatient at times like this. Those video uploader refused to cooperate with me nicely just like how the photo uploader would.
Okay, change of mind. I'll have a video uploaded tonight. Happy watching(!!) I wonder when will their comeback stage performance be. Oh and by the way, if you were to watch its MV its actually a sadsad song, with sadsad lyrics and sad video to go along with it. Q__Q
-Erdina.
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