that is what you get when you declare war with me.

Oh Hi Love.

I'm getting so disorientated, i panicked when i realised it was Sunday already when i was looking, scanning through my schedule for July. Oh wait, today is Monday. And yet, not a single assignment is done. How Great! Oh, and the greatest thing today? I'M NOT IN SCHOOL. I'm staying in today. Only today, although i wished it was for the rest of the week. *grunts*

I have got alot of homework going on here, my head is so so so messy. I was given the priviledged to stay in atleast for a day. I've been procrastinating rather too much lately such to the extend where i would somewhat may regret it with "if only i could..".

Yesterday after spending hours at a cousin wedding, took a little trip down to Jurong Point. I swear that upon reaching home, my feet hurts and was caused by the black heels with a pointed front i had, to put on. Initially my sister and i wanted to find something to be worn on Racial harmony Day ever since last Friday. But i know my mother's reaction to it too well that i almost forgotten all about it. So, I'm guessing that pure chance I'll be seen wearing the green uniform I've been wearing since 2007, n____n Oh well. I guess I'm left with really no choice. But a good thing came out of it, I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one. ha ha, *sigh contentedly*

Since mid-morning, I've been wanting to avoid going into the kitchen. So my main point is, i have been wanting to stay away from the source of temptation which is for the obvious, the REFRIGERATOR. I know myself too well that i can't, no matter how hard i tried. Its worthless. Thus, the decision.

Well, hotmail is being suckish. Keeps sending me all those unnecessary files or documents and for a second i thought, they were spamming me. *chuckles* But on second thought, its totally next to impossible so then i have decided to stop dwelling on it.

Ever since the early morning, and just when the sun rise, i have heard nothing but the birds squawking. I have seen nothing expect my own reflection when i looked in the mirror. I have tasted nothing but the bitterness of life and i would regret it with "if only". I had my own dreams, you had yours. You had our own fears, i had mine to worry too. We were both afraid, both unprepared. But you were with me all of the way. We contradict whatever we say. I figured that trouble will only raises its head once we were trapped. But you showed me what i couldn't see, when i was lost in my own world and i couldn't thank you enough.

Oh, and i've been spending my time, too much of my time, watching videos until i have the sudden urge to upload this following video below. As you can see IT IS SO OBVIOUS THERE'S THAT GUY FROM SS501 FEATURED, and please do not presumed that i liked that guy, cause clearly i don't. Sounds mean though. Well anyway, for his fans, enjoy drooling over him. My only desire to upload it was because i LOVE the song, it is beautiful and easy on the ears if you were to ask me. ^__^ Oh and the MV for the song seems cool too especially the part when the woman featured was standing in the rain and stuffs like that. HAAHA, you should watch it sometime. And if you decide to find more of such videos, its not under "Boys over flowers". You have to search it using the title of the song. Really, trust me.

xoxo,

ME.