im terribly sorry/you're the bestest and so i loved you.

*chuckles* somehow i have the sudden urge to screenshot everything. That proves on how much Nabihah really stalked me. HAHAHAHA. For some reason, i kind of think its cool. I mean you're able to know who wrote the most posts on your wall, gave you comments that seemed to be dragging but its just that you people are too ignorant to notice/bother, or even you can know how much anyone liked your wall posts that sometimes are nothing but pieces of shits. Hahah. I'd only managed to screenshot up to the seventh stalker, Wanxin. Im Nabihah's 4th stalker though. Hhaha, and i was surprised to learn that i was his number one stalker. and i really do mean #1. I mean just how much did i always post something on his wall. Kay, whatever. I think you could click on it to enlarge it.

I BETTER START STUDYING FOR POA NOW.

And yes i know what you're most likely to think now. Today's post has been rather a meaningless one. Hhaah, whatever. So I'll briefly update about yesterday. Hah, never trust me on this. So here goes nothing...

We had a quite important event that we have to attend. What i meant was, we played a major role for the start of the programme. It felt like everyone was depending on us to start it off. Initially, it was a nerve-recking moment. Everyone had butterflies. Even the coolest guy. Hahah. Well anyway, as we walked in although we made mistakes, the audiences actually stood up-table by table and gave us the biggest round of applause. I felt like a royal. And although we were not supposed to smile, i can't help but had a soft smile in the end. Ooh, and did i mentioned the principal was there too? and the vice too? Yeah, they were there. So that made us more pressurised.

The event ended late but since we were able to go off once we're off stage, and so we left early. We had dinner at MacDonald and i was homed at nearly 10PM. Initially, i really felt like backing out since best bestie is not there. She's down with flu and fever. So because of the germs that invaded her body at the wrong time, i was rather quite alone. But then again, i decided not to dwell on it so much longer and i was lucky, that the others managed to keep me company. I think i just had a new found friend(s). They're all so nice.

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I don't want to be the only one. When everyone is changing for the good, i'll be the one changing for the worst. Its no use ranting to anyone. So i've decided to keep everything to myself or at least jot them down somewhere. I guess i'll just shut myself from the world, let my thoughts warp my mind. To be engulfed in a situation like this, trapped in a rut, too overwhelmed by everything is not a nice feeling after all.

XOXO
ME.