Because you loved me too.

This is a band i lost interest in quite some time ago. Well, not lost total interest. I did keep up with whatever they were getting up to although unfortunately it never involved their music but rather on their personal lives. Having NEVER listened to all of their songs, I decided to get back in touch with their music via their first album. Lets just hope i wont regret that decision.

Well anyway, i just realized how long i havent been blogging but ive been busy with everything that i barely thought of doing some good updates. But whatever. Im back now, arent i?

I have been feeling down lately. It is not just one of those days. The feelings are like ive just lost the most important thing in my life. It is like being stabbed a hell lots of times. I felt this emptiness the moment i lost it. It is important to me just like the air, which i needed in order to continue living the life im given. I dont know which hurts the most, the fact that high chances i cant get it back or the fact that i dont have the courage to take it back. I guess everything? Any..way...i wish i could rant to somebody about it but i couldnt bring myself to do it lest i get too emotional and create a pool instead. Even if i wouldnt, i dont even know where to start, theres just too many shits going on. Peoples' company makes me happy, helping me to forget about it for a little while. Though unfortunately the feeling is not permanent, it still does help. Of all the grand scheme of things happened, i think this is the worse of the worst.

On an another note, it took me an hour and a half (more or less) to change to a new skin. I hated navigators because somehow i find them highly annoying. and sometimes the bandwidth might exceeded and i had to create another one.

Anyway....having to cram so much into my brain for the exams whether i like it or not, is making me detest school. We have to study so hard for every subject because if we flunk it or score fairly, we would be condemned and considered the weaker, average, dispensable students. Having said that, everyone should have received their papers back and just like how i have predicted, some teachers already labeled us as the weaker students. I hated how some of them came into the classroom and whine about how bad we have scored as though everything that they said is equivalent to us, having a bleak future. That Sucks. That totally sucks, As teachers they should know the right way to approach this matter. My class did pretty bad for chemistry and the moment msW mentioned we are the worst class, the boys clapped happily as though all of us passed.

Kay. i dont really have that much updates. hah, i dont even know what i was going to post about. I did this relatively short post just for the sake of updating Poppy's. I should probably stop typing or this would then be like...a shitty- stupid post? Haha.

GoodBye.