Blow, blow, blow your nose.

I disappoint myself. I, really did. To think that i could actually stopped procrastinate and get my fingers (and brain too) working seemed possible initially. But when it is time, i could not helped it but ignored my own initial plans to get holiday assignments done and may...be, well...maybe to study which is of course i even thought of it, incredulously. I waited for school to reopen with excited anticipation but the teachers had to ruin it as they decided to help mount up our homework and bombard us with endless questions if known some, were left undone. Holidays were meant to have fun without books, to free us from the prisons of our own schedules. Well, at least in my mind it is.

Saturday was fine except for the fact that i knew nuts about NPCC even though i sort of belonged there. Some of the cadets including me, successfully made our way to the headquarters without getting lost and were there to sit in for a test which revolves around questions pertaining to the world and Singapore and NPCC and some force thing. For the obvious, i am not a politician to know so much about the world. Nothing about the world interests me. For some reason, as i typed, my mind drifted back to the time where Nabihah and I hung out and were at the same time, plotting our plans for some school work. And then not long after, a guy named Ryemie (i am not sure of the correct spelling though!) came to join us. Since the moment he joined our table, they were having a rather intense conversation about Singapore and not to forget...the world. I remembered having him reminded me that i could interrupt them to share my opinion about anything, but i didn't. You've guessed it. Haha, well it was only because as i listened carefully to their words, i realized i have missed out on so much about the world. I mean, whatever they were talking about, i did not utter any word much less exchange thoughts but instead i glanced everywhere, busied myself hoping they would never noticed it. But yes. They did.

Well anyway, moving back to Saturday. Well, the test lasted for a good, flat 45 minutes. There's really not much to retell except for i happened to bump into some of our camp mates last year. I was a little glad they still have our faces stuck in their head. Although we did not really said hi or waved, i had this familiar feeling whereby it would naturally feel good when casually bumped into anybody. Okay, i know the information is a little vague to you but still, i am not that articulate of a person.

Okay, my family and i then had a trip to Geylang. It was filled with people from all walks of life, wide ranged of ages. Needless to say, it was definitely crowded with herds of people, i felt small surrounded by so many big people. The music playing faded as we fight our way through the milling crowd only to be replaced by the endless chattering of all people. It felt like i was still living in the day, where the sun still exists. I felt the sweats forming up in my forehead. The expected number of crowds that present themselves there only made it worst. Well, to sum it up, we leave that horrible place at nearly one in the morning. Or maybe it was past one AM, i don't remember.

Kay. I think i am done here, :)