The tables have turned.

Its a typical Tuesday night and im in the room listening to some crummy music. Well, sometimes i marveled at how life could really be so exhausting at one point and really really unpredictable. Of course, nothing's predictable anyway. Even when you have your bestfriend or your closed ones around still makes you feel so lonely, i hated how that feels.

School's ending in two weeks time which means holidays will be in for the treat. But whats a holiday without the usual meet-ups with friends and the things that usually came to your mind the moment you thought of holiday. Well anyway, i am sooooo looking forward to enjoying my holidays because it may only meant that finally we're free from the prisons of our own school schedule. Well i think its unfair to the Sec3s' that we're having this help programme which basically means to another week of school. Im trying to picture the situation given that only we're still going to school seems pathetic.

On an another note, have you ever heard of those scene kids? Well, i bet you have(or....not) because i am always among those kids that needs people to keep me aware of things. Anyway, scene kids are nice kids. Scene kids are often being stereotyped as the Emo kids but thats a common misconception among people these days. A true scene kid worked on their confidence and at the same time remind themselves not to be over-confident. They have learnt to love themselves and embraced their flaws. I used to have the mindset that scene kids are those horrible and nasty little teenagers who wants nothing except wanting to be mean to any people they came to know about. My cousin is a scene kid. He told me all about those kids, that they do not fit in that trend and little by little i began to change my whole opinion of being a scene.

When he first introduced it to me, i was blank. I never know what to think of them except that they're a bunch of lifeless people.
Although, im saying nice things about them doesnt mean im going to turn myself into one either. Its hard for me to picture myself, being one. Nobody would want to believe me either, trust me. Not a single soul believed i could be a scene.