what why!

Gosh, hi. Its been a couple of days since i last did a proper update. Well, nothing happened actually. Nothing tragic or unpleasant things happened actually. At least there's no serious major breakdown or anything, now. But...i still hate this stinging sensation. Yup, i still do. I've been trying to get my mum here, but i cant seemed to.

Well anyhow. These last few days i cannot figured out why oh why i cannot get some sleep. I've been tossing and turning and trying hard to let myself fall into deep sleep by just closing my eyes hoping it would work but yeah..it didnt at all. It feels almost like insomnia. (laughs) Two nights before, i remember i couldnt sleep at all no matter how heavy my eyes were i still couldnt. So i reached for the nearest clock (well does a telephone that tells time count?) and only realised it was already 3am and beyond. Yes, i was rather a little annoyed with myself so then i woke my sister up and guess what happens next? (laughs)

As weird as it sounds or as stupid as it is, we decided to cook ourselves some instant noodles. After quick minutes of deliberation, we finally did at around 4:30am. Given how bad my cooking skills are, the noodles doesnt tastes any good either. So we watched television just to store time. Well, everytime i see my reflection in the mirror gosh i cant help but really hate those dark circles. Everytime i wake up i'd say i tried instead of waking up to another tv guide. Plus nowadays my brother's being such a annoying little kid. Well no doubt he always is but recently he's annoying to the extent where at times i couldnt handle him and would eventually hurt him somewhere and he would retaliate by kicking back or anything.

Sidetracking a little, someone gave me this link to a hilarious video that really would help perk up your mood if you're feeling down. You know, to help to take off everything for a little while.
Here it is :)

On an another note, Tabitha isnt in the idol anymore (pull a long face) Why oh why, s'pore should have been wiser to vote for Tabitha instead of Sezairi. Well..he does has a great voice too but T has got it better. Yeah in my opinion she does :)

Oh, after today, i have got camps and SLs activities lined up so i assure you that i'll have some good things to write here, hopefully.