ERDINA.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

I've got too much on my plate.




Being a student is harder than you thought. With so much homeworks and courseworks you have yet to complete and you dread everytime you realized the duedate is reaching. Believe me, i know how it feels. Plus to top it off, you'll be sitting for a major exam sooooooooon and you've got a whole lot of things to study for especially for things like math science related. & then you started to think that life sucks. But nobody ever says life was an easy one. Life isnt fair so get over it!

Failing tests/exams fear me most because all the teachers would comment about how the marks will be collate together into our report. & then they talked about the future and its almost equivalent to say that we'll have a bleak future if we're doing nothing about it. But what am i to do when i've already given my all for it but still flunked it? It always happens to me everytime. and so im determined to commit myself to a year of serious studying no more computer no more spending hours on fb no more this and that. Its all about going to school, coming back home with piles of notes and revision. Well i hope i could stick to my words and atleast stop procrastinating.

I have never really went for a tuition before and now i want to. Well, i hope my mom allows it cause i know how money is tight for the family. I know how it has been quite an issue. I'll try my utmost best to scrimp & save. I'll starve myself if i have to. Im used to it so i'll be just fine without food. I know how my mom has been complaining saying i spent the most in the family. Well... yeah, that is a little true. I mean, i still have alot of clothes that i have yet to wear them and keep buying new sets. I demand too much from my mum. I asked for so much things. I always complained about how i think i dont own that many shoes just like her. & Recently, my mum bought me a few more pairs of shoes and bags. & i still complained i do not have many clothes to choose from. So, im not gonna do that anymore. Im gonna let that few bucks be my tuition fees instead.

Well i have to put aside my desires and prioritize my needs instead cause i really really need to improve on math & science. I HAVE TOOO! Die die i must!

& CS 'o' level's starting in a week time. The thought of it already scares me. I have to use alot of the computer and start on documentation which is around 70 pages (?!) and all. GOSH, ISNT THIS TOO MUCH?!? I THINK SO IT IS!

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