my mommy is the superwoman!

yayyy, im so damn freaking happy cause i was selected to go to JAPAN!

yayy, with my two darlings with me, im pretty sure the trip is going to be a blast.

haha, but i felt sad for Nabihah though.

i was not expecting to see my name on the list but it was right there.

and thats why i said always expect the unexpected. it make your life easier when you have no expectations.

ooh, and when we saw our names we were like so damn happy. happy like hell.

the happiest moment, i think.

so we went running to Lia and Hurul and we hugged them.

then the four of us hugged and i swear we were being so cute. haah,

anyway, yesterday i have dry practice at HTA and it was quite boring because most of the time we did nothing except to walk around, went to the toilet and made unneccesary noises until FI Stanford said that our school was the noisiest. but its damn true cause the other schools were like studying or doing their homeworks.

well, since we did not have any books as we left our bags in school, we kept talking like nobody business. we did not really care that we have to keep our volumes down. we did not care about what the Sir or other schools think of us.

and that Mr.Tham after tired of reading piles of newspapers, he moved to an empty bench, took

off his spectacles and went to sleep. just like that. i did not expect a teacher-officer would ever do that.

but he is a nice person though. and i sat infront of this boy from St. Andrew and i keep hitting his butt but it was accidentally like duh!

so i said sorry to him quite a few times. anyway, dry practice was damn boring cause we have to wait a longlong time before its our turn. but while waiting, Rohani and i already planned on what to wear on the first day and blahh.. things like that. and we have decided on who are we gonna spend our money on.

and without you reminding me, i have already decided that im gonna bring something back for you, love :D

anyway, the next day was the actual day, live shooting at HTA.

Rohani was damn nervous. We all were except for me. i don't really care if im going to fail or pass this sort of test.

but she was like "im really scared eh, what if i failed?"

she kept saying how nervous she is so my reply was, "what is there to be scared of? nothing will happened even if you failed. look at me, i don't even care if i pass or fail."

but of course i wanted to pass, i wanted to get the badge but i know i won't.

im not good at aiming. im not good at shooting.

when we arrived, we have to march all the way to the buliding and it was damn tiring and eventually someone is so damn irritating, we felt like smacking her upside down. but we didn't.

so anyway, while waiting for our turn, we are supposed to sit in rows of 12 together with the other 7 schools.

so while we're there, hurul lia rohani and i, we are damn noisy and we are laughing our heads off. we made silly raps and we laughed like mad. it was damn funny. while everybody was talking or rather whisper we are the only one who laughed like its nobody business and it was damn funny that we repeat it over and over again but never grew tired of it.

the school sitting beside us was also so called "entertain" by our silly jokes, though its not meant for them, haha.

i shall not type out cause i don't want people to know and besides, i don't even remember it.

so when its finally our turn, we are first given the cahnce to practice and my finger did not hurt so badly as compared to the dry practice. it was really damn pain. but on the actual day, it didn't hurt as much.

when i was already inside the room, it was damn big. very spacious. it is like twice/triple the size of our school hall.

we were then asked to put on a goggle and something to cover our ears. i forgot whats that.

anyway, i can't hear clearly using the ear thing and my vision was blurred by those stupid goggles. i felt myself bounced back a little after firing.

and you know i was damn proud of myself cause i got 20 points better than last year-2 points.

but still i didn't get the badge. Hurul did. Lia and someone got it too.

i swear Hurul has got the best vision as compared to all of us since last year.

she topped us this 2 years.

she got 60plusplus. she's a pro when it comes to aiming.

anyway, after that we are supposed to sit in a squad and wait till all the 7 schools finished.

and it was damn long. we waited for like few long hours but lucky we were able to make ourselves less boring.

we played alot of games. which is damn fun and nonsensical and our games really didn't make any sense. but we had fun.

so waited until 6plusplus for all schools to finish. took the badge and reached school around 6:55PM to get changed. then went home and reached home at 7:18PM.

nervous, huh? well, im flattered when i read your msg. haha, damn cute lah you. im pretty sure or atleast im hoping you will like my gift, love ^^

xx,

Erdina.

WHY IS IT THAT YOU CAN'T HAVE YOUR COMMENTS TO YOURSELVE? CAN YOU STOP BEING SUCH A STALKER AND THE LEAST, PLEASE SHUT YOUR FREAKING DAMN MOUTH! WHATS WRONG WITH PUTTING IT THERE? ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS ANYWAY ! MYOB!