Fly on the wall - Miley Cyrus

HELLO,

went to two weddings just now. saw YAN DIN MAN. MAN looks very cute with whats his wearing. YAN super skinny with whats his wearing. but very charming i know. aiyo! man, what happened to you two? why suddenly like that one? aiyo, i told you twice. see what happened now? wasted lah you.
anyway, im now doing history homework.
bleah...suddenly i miss you ^__^ two days ago i wanted to say ______ but i said _____ instead. see now? i know it sound so ridiculous to you because why? because i get to see you everyday and i still miss you. weird. very weird. sometimes i wonder why.There’s nothing I can say to you Nothing I could ever do to make you see What you mean to me you never said goodbye I will be all that you want and get my self together to get through the day and make everything okay.
okay so today finally after so long met my long lost mother. gosh, i miss her so much. the last time we met was even before im in secondary school. so many people miss me. haha, really no kidding. because when i met them they was like hugging me and kissed me. really no kid. especially mak and mummy. mummy is my long lost mother. yeah, i called her mummy. she is super, i love her so much. so you my grandmother kept calling me "DIANA" but at first i didn't notice she call me that. i thought she call me "ERDINA" so i answered. because i didn't quite hear her say my name so i just answered when she called me Diana. she called me diana because she forgot my name. she only remembers my sister's. she forgot mine. haiyo,
i forgot what happened in the later part. oh well, toodles!
ooh wait. yesterday night i dreamt about something i don't know.
it all happened when i met with an accident.
and i injured my leg. so when i was discharged from the hospital, i had to use crutches to walk.
so i did. so when i came to school, everybody was staring at me like im some kind of weirdo.
so i ignore them. because i remembered someone told me to ignore them.
okay so during recess, nothing happened. but after school, when im on my way home alone.
because i remebered esty ani have malay dance. diana have family things to settle so she had to leave early. rohani i don't know where she go. hurul lia had something on and mas. so i have to go back home alone with crutches. sounds pathetic huh? yeah so when i was walking along the carpark just opposite school, i heard someone shouted my name. so then i turned. and it was faizuli. weird because he looks panicky. yah, because i didn't saw that there's a big really big lorry was driving towards me so when faizuli shouts "ERDINA...LORRY,lorry." so then i turned to my left or right whichever, then i screamed. before i knew it, faizuli already pulled me then he hugged me for quite awhile. then he said this(while hugging me) "im so glad you're okay" then he kissed my forehead. weird? i don't think so. because it felt so right. okay, so then after that he offered to walk home with me. then he insist that i must not carry my bag. so he carried my bag at the back and his, front. yah, so along the way saw man and naff. i didn't know they knew each other(in that dream) so blah....we talked alot along the way. and like it even if its just a dream.

oh and after wedding went to popular to buy chinese new year deco. cannot exceed ten dollars wah...so cheapskate. ten dollars not enough. so i exceed by $1.34 cents. nah, not alot. so when i was looking around that area, almost all chinese and malays and indians all looked at me like im humiliating myself in public. just because im malay and im buying cny deco people are staring at me. so lame. i ignore them. very irritating. and then one of the staff thought we're celebrating cny so he said "gong xi fa cai" to my mother. aiyo, use common sense lah, malays don't celebrate cny what. so stop staring!

bleah, i have things to do. so goodbye stalkers!

xoxo,
Erdina.