HELLO stalkers ^.^


just now i went to jurong point with my cousin.
saw alot of different people.
so weird people, *ughh, don't want to talk about them
anyway, saw amalina(sec one) and i don't know who.
but they're both pretty, i like what she's wearing.
anyway, the saw faisal. then saw noi. then saw fid.
i ate cheeseburger plain for breakfast(not happy meal though)
then bring home nuggets (: and curry sauce ^^
then saw this handsome guy(F). not faizuli. someone else/
he smells good toooooooooooooooooooo.
anyway, yesterday was scary.
yesterday night.
i dreamt of something, something weird but it seems so real.
really it is.
okay, i talk you listen.
no, should be i write, you read.
okay, here we go.
yesterday night after talking with rasyid i went off to bed.
then i dreamt something.
okay, now then we start.
one day, my boyfriend and i, we went out together with his friends.
i didn't ask any of my friends to tag along.
so its just us two and his friends.
then its already at night.
we're at marina.
his friends were all doing their own business,
then my boyfriend and i we were talking about normal stuffs .
then suddenly i don't know why, we were talking and when we're done, i kissed him.
no, we kissed.
not on the forehead, not on the cheeks, yes, its on the lips.
i know, it seems disgusting to you, but HELLO, i didn't know i was going to dream that.
so yes i swear im not lying about my boyfriend and i, (well actually i don't know whether we're an item but i know we love each other) about we kissed on the lips, i swear im not lying.
i could still feel it even until now.
really i swear! im not lying.
really in that dream, it felt so real. i felt like i was really there that i was really kissing him and that it was really happening.
and i know in that dream, i was still around this age or below 18.
i swear!
but one weird thing, reallllly really weird thing. the only weird thing about this dream,
I DON'T KNOW WHO THAT GUY IS.
weird right. and i swear its not (F).
really its not him. its some other guy, i don't know. and then i kissed him.
and then this is not the first time im dreaming about this guy.
in that dream yes, i know who he is.
but right now, when im trying so hard to figure his identity, yet i can't.
i just couldn't make out who he is.
and this is not the first time this guy appears in my dream.
the other time, it was the same guy i know.
but i forget about it cos i thought
"bleah! that was just a dream"
so yeah it went like that.
isn't that weird?
i want to meet this guy someday. ^^

with love,
ERDINA(: